Weird, I know, but I am so excited that I finally figured out how to download my photos from my cell phone to my computer. I have been trying since I've had the phone since last October. My computer for some reason wasn't recognizing the driver so I finally did Google search and found a fix. Go me! Lol.
How the heck did we survive before Google?? My, have times changed in the last 10-15 years.
Speaking of changes…I feel like I'm finally on the path to figuring out who the heck I am. I'm finally starting to do things for me without feeling the need to gain others approval. I'm finally rediscovering thing that interest me; things that I have pushed aside. I once knew who I was but over years of letting others thoughts and comments affect me, I had totally forgotten who ME is. As my 29th birthday approaches, (the first week of the new year!) I'm beginning (very beginning) to realize that I don't need anyone else's approval on my life but my own. If someone doesn't like it, then that is their problem. I've wasted too many years living in the shadows of other people and that it isn't going to happen anymore. I don't know why it's taken me this long to realize…well, I do but, it doesn't matter now. All that matters is that continue being ME; the real ME. I know it's a process but I feel like I'm finally feel like I'm back on track; in the right frame of mind.
In addition to hopefully finding a new job, and going back to school for what I want (finally! Even if it's not practical), is I'm going to write a book. I've always loved writing. I've kept journals throughout my life, I have a pile of short stories collecting dust, that I've written throughout my life; journaling is my favorite part of scrapbooking. Writing is my favorite part of blogging, not the actual doing stuff part (sorry!). I just love to write.
I'll be the first to admit that I have many interests. Too many in fact (if there is a such thing?), I love to do just about anything, even if it's once, but I love to writing, I love to share, I love to tell a story.
Even though this was one of my goals that I swept aside, I'm going to do it. If it turns out to be crap and doesn't make it any further than my computer and flash drive, at least I will be able to say that I've written the book I've always wanted to.