Thursday, October 17, 2013

Thursday Ramblings


 I can not wait  until next year. Not only will it be a brand new year, it will also be the year I turn 30. January 6th to be exact.  Most people are not all that excited for such a big thing but I'm ready to leave 20's into the dust and never look back. From the age of 20 until present day, I've learned so much about, life, family, relationships, work, friends -- EVERYTHING. Some good, some bad…even had a  7 year stroke of bad luck . (or what seems like bad luck.I don't think I broke any mirrors, lol). In my 20's I based a lot of my decisions on the opinions of others which I realize now, that that wasn't a good thing.  I've also unfortunately  let go of people that should have stayed and let people stay that should have been let go.  The experiences I have gone through, both good and bad have opened my eyes to a lot of things. I've grown so much as a person but I'm ready for my 20's to be over and start a new era in my life.

 I feel as though I am finally forming in to the person that I've  always wanted to be and knew I could be,  but held back because of the people I surrounded myself with.  I'm finally starting to  be comfortable with myself and not worrying about anyone else's opinions. I'm not where I thought I would be by this point of my life, but I know it will come in due time.  I've finally rid myself of the negative and toxic people. Even though I'm going through another string of bad luck again (sigh…….), I'm trying my hardest to remain positive and I'm hoping (crossing my fingers and toes and crossing anything else that can be crossed) that this is the this is last string of it.  I think the pieces of my life puzzle with start coming together very shortly.  I'm really looking forward to it.

Anyways, that's all I've got for today. I hope you are all having a fantastic week so far. It's almost the weekend!

1 comment:

  1. The new year is always a great time for a fresh start!! And this year will be a double whammy with your thirtieth birthday!!

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