So what has been going on? Ahhh, too much. You name it. My apartment is in a state of disarray at the moment while John is still moving his stuff out. I'm getting some new furniture which has to be assembled so there's a lot of emptiness and boxes everywhere. I can not wait to have my living space back again. I can't wait to finally make my space my own. It's weird because I feel a sense of freedom with this whole divorce/separating thing. Of course sad but our lives were headed in different directions and I am happy - which I haven't felt in a long time. I felt held back but now I am in a good place. How can one be sad and happy? I don't know. I am but can't explain.
Work is going great. I tend to err more on the cautious/anxious side but I'm getting more comfortable with what I'm doing and trying to be less timid and more confident. I need to learn how to be a quicker thinker and actually speak up at meetings/discussions. This is all new to me though and I'm sure it will come eventually.I absolutely Love what I am doing though and I work with a great group of people. I've been getting busier which is great for me. It keeps me sane stresses me out less. And gives me confidence. Sometimes I question myself but I think I am doing ok.
School...I hate admitting this but this is my worst semester by far. I won't admit this IRL but bit off more than I can chew school wise. I tend to do that..I like to aim high. I don't always (ever) know what the hell I am doing but I've learned recently that things have a way of working out.
Even with biting off more than I can chew, I still want to do more! There are so many things that I want to do. I crazy?